The scenario as outlined in the last several posts was not an exercise in catharsis, but, rather, was to, by way of personalization, to illustrate just why someone might be in need of an advocate, a navigator, someone to represent their interests in the storm of modern medicine. Staff is at a premium, there remains an active stress of a pandemic, time constraints are often mandated by corporate interests who are distinctly separate from the clinical realm.
Also, in general, medicine is confusing, disconcerting, overwhelming, daunting, intimidating, even in the best of times in the best of hands.
Never be afraid to ask the questions, to speak your fears, or seek help.